Though in my fancies, I see myself throwing away millions pampering myself, in the real world, I have to watch where my hard-earned dollars go. So spending a thousand or so on a Balenciaga is something I have to be careful about. I can afford only one and that one has to be just what I want. Which one do I choose? That's what I agonize about.

Balenciaga makes an array of handbags using a variety of materials and styles. Each of these comes in a mix of colors. The styles do not change from year to year. Instead small, subtle design changes differentiate the bag of one year from that of another. Only the most devoted Balenciaga fan might notice these small details. The bags use high quality leather, elegant design and fine construction to make them the treasures they are.

Should I go for the classic Lariat? Made of soft leather, it has silver hardware that seems inspired by motorcycle hardware. It's a gorgeous, elegant and stylish bag large enough to hold a great deal of stuff. There is a black version that can go with any outfit, and add a refined touch. Other hues for the Lariat include bright blue and red, very distinct and able to stand out from the crowd. The Lariat is the top of the bunch.

From a practical viewpoint, a Balenciaga clutch might prove a better choice, even more aesthetically pleasing. There is the giant envelope clutch in brightly shaded fine leather, in different shades. The Lune in particular is a graceful option in bi-colored leather. The clutches are adorned with gold or sliver hardware, and can tell people about how savvy a handbag connoisseur you are.

If you are the artistic type, you might prefer the Tube, a clutch that can accommodate your lipstick and credit card (and nothing else). But then, you are going for art, not function! Made from laser-treated crocodile skin, it has an iridescence that is as other-worldly as mother-of-pearl. Decorations are with blue-green polished agate, not just metal. This Balenciaga handbag is a true work of art that you can admire for hours when you sit down somewhere.

So now you know my agony, how to choose the right one when I finally spend that thousand dollars and more on a Balenciaga handbag.